Have you ever experienced complete emptiness? Whereby you are totally void of emotions and what others say about you and to you does not affect you in any way, even if it is meant to hurt?
It is a rather strange feeling, yet peaceful and simply nice, being so blank.
Have you ever wondered if the world we live in is real, or is it just a facade? Is it that you are there, your presense, does it matter? Are you alone? Or not?
Have you ever wondered why you do the things you do, thought about the consequences, carefully weighing out the pros and cons of doing something, making a decision? Is it just that you do what you want, before wondering about the adverse effects it might bring?
Have you ever thought a lot, random yet sometimes so in-depth, so meaningful?


It's nice to catch up with friends once in a while, especially those whom I've not kept in touch with since we went our seperate ways. He mentioned that I've grown a lot, mentally. I don't know if I should be glad or not, since it probably means that I've been through a lot - most of which are not very pleasant either.

On a completely random note, now I know how and where I got my no link mentality from - my mum. She's uber funny, suddenly realising that I'm wearing coloured contact lens (well, I haven't really wore contact lens at home for nothing, I was about to leave house just now, that is, until Wei Qian called. Heh.) and then when I thought she was going to make a comment on it (well, she did, saying that I should wear red coloured contacts, cause it reminds her of the show "My Date With A Vampire" -.-), she suddenly changed topic, to mushroom necklace. LOL. See, it's not me, it's inherited. Teeheehee. =D