Disappointments, discouragements, despondency, all those shit makes one upset. SHIT HAPPENS. So so so so what now. I don't really want to do anything substantial (as usual) but then I haven't complete my french homework so.... *sigh* I'm so hungry now, only had a meal at eleven plus this morning, but my friends should know, I'd rather starve to death then eat alone so you can say I deserve it.
You know, it really really sucks being the odd one out, for everything. Sometimes I just get so disheartened I don't even bother to try anymore. It's been more than 73 days since I started this blog, exactly 73 days since school started. Till now I've been strong, not even having thoughts of wanting to cry but now, I really really want to cry. It's going to be super weird, suddenly crying in the library alone, hence, once again, I shall suppress my emotions and let everything sink in, before admitting fate sometimes (and usually) sucks.
Today's been a really really bad day.
Oh yes, I've been sabotaged to do my table topic (in case you don't know, it's inpromtu speech) during the OCOM lecture tomorrow. DAMNIT lah!!! Tsk. Retarded George Lim Guan Ji, I won't forget you for sabotaging me. In front of the whole lecture! Ohmyfgosh. That means, I cannot skip tomorrow's OCOM lecture! Not that I'm planning to, I'm a good girl okay. He gave me a total crap reason, saying that mama lim (our OCOM tutor, the original one, Mrs Evelyn Lim) says I'm good speaker. Bet he came up with that himself to sabotage me. TSKtsktsk!! Don't know who said that our class only has one A for OCOM. Ohman... I hope I can get at least a B. I don't want anymore sucky result. Moreover, OCOM is only talktalktalktalktalktalk, should be better...

Oh well.. My mood is so not getting better. Wednesdays are bonding days with Christabel. LOL.


*EDITTED* At least, there's tomorrow for me to look forward to. Seems like a LOG dinner. Whoo~ BPP, again. Hahaha. Hopefully we'll all be able to turn up... and get seats too! =D