so distanced from my friends. Even the closest ones. It's been really long since we last met and we haven't been updating each other about our lives. *sigh* I've this urge to cry.
I did something not that right today. Now I'm so confused. ):
And I've to pay like, $21 for a friend's birthday present plus celebration. That's a tad too expensive. I don't even spend that much on a very close friend, moreover we have more than ten people sharing for the total costs. This is too much already lah. Wtf.
Am in a surprisingly lousy mood I don't know why. Perhaps it's an accumulation from the whole day. Now I just want to escape all these crap. I wish that I am happy again.