i'm not doing as much as what you girls want.
is not that i don't want to do.
is just that i don't know what to do.
i'm not proactive.
but i do what is assigned to me..
i'm sorry.
but i don't think i'm able to share what difficulties i might be facing with you.
i'm not one who will say it out.
i keep it hidden.
but is alright.
noone cares anyway.
when info needed, i search, only to return to the conversation that its all pasted there.
i already work less. i cannot don't work.
i earn my own allowance. its not additional spending money.
its basic living expenses.
i think whatever i say no longer helps.
no point explaining either.